IL PENSATOIO


Oggi ero lì che ricordavo le vacanze passate cercando le mie foto coi capelli corti. Così mi sono accorta che di un sacco di ricordi non ho alcuna documentazione fotografica al di là delle immagini ben impresse nella mia mente. Allora sono andata a spulciare nel vecchio blog. E ho trovato cose che mi han fatto ridere e commuovere, cose che avevo scritto e dimenticato, vivide immagini raccolte giorno dopo giorno per anni.
Un tesoro, il mio.

Io non lo so se vale riciclare ma quello che cercavo era lì, depositato una notte del novembre 2005.

Era una pensioncina in montagna, una delle poche vacanze che ho fatto con la mia famiglia.
Avevo nove anni, i capelli corti e le ginocchia sbucciate; mio zio diceva che avrebbe voluto un figlio come me, che da femmina avevo solo la Barbie ballerina.
Mi ero trovata un’amichetta, di cui non ricordo assolutamente niente se non che quel pomeriggio c’era anche lei.
La pensione era un piccolo edificio con poche camere al piano superiore, la sala da pranzo e la cucina a piano terra. In fondo al corridoio del primo piano c’era una porta finestra che si apriva su un piccolo balcone di servizio.
Quello era un buon posto, poco frequentato, e spesso andavamo lì a giocare.
Dalla ringhiera partiva un lungo filo che terminava legato ad un palo conficcato nel terreno; quelli dell’albergo ci stendevano i panni ad asciugare, ma quel pomeriggio non c’era niente di steso e la curva che la corda disegnava nell’aria era bellissima: dal balcone al prato, un invitante filo di ragnatela. L’idea era fantastica: scivolare giù appese a quella candida liana. E io ci provo.
Scavalco il parapetto e fin qui nessun problema; mi calo nel vuoto restando aggrappata con le mani alle sbarre della ringhiera e adesso viene il bello.
Per prendere il filo devo ruotare il busto e rimanere appesa con una mano sola; comincio a pensare che forse era meglio allenarsi un po’, prima di passare alla realizzazione del piano. Ci tento un paio di volte, ma inutilmente. Intanto l’amichetta si dà alla fuga e io, incapace di risalire, decido che non mi resta che scendere. Un volo di tre metri; un capolavoro. Allargo le braccia, mi piego sulle ginocchia in perfetto equilibrio; le piante dei piedi bruciano un pochino, ma non è niente a confronto del mio orgoglio ferito. Alzo la testa giusto in tempo per vedere la proprietaria della pensione in piedi, davanti alla finestra della cucina a piano terra che si mette le mani nei capelli e comincia a correre. Allora corro anch’io!
Quel che è successo dopo l’ho rimosso; mi vedo in braccio a mio padre che sorride, in camera coricata sul letto con mia madre che mi carezza la schiena. Ma forse sono altri momenti ed altri posti.
I miei figli dormono e mio marito è fuori; io sono qua che sorseggio un vino bianco, dolce e frizzante. Ora, ripensando a quella cosa, il filo bianco tra il balcone e il prato, sono ancora convinta che si poteva fare.
Non era impossibile passare nel verde dal blu lasciandosi scivolare.

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